Things are always changing | pastgrasper89's Blog

Well the other day my husband best friend and his girl friend split up... The night it happened I was so worried. He was mad and left and wouldnt talk to anyone so he was MIA. Had me worried all night long until he called my husband the next day to see if they were going hunting. I was glad he was ok. SO he comes up and they go..I cooked for them like I always do. Well he goes to the bathroom and I ask my husband where he's gonna stay. I pretty much insisted that my husband offer him to stay with us. He has stayed with us alot and I figured if he's here I don't have to worry about him. He was safe. My husband actually said to him "I think she was more worried about you than your mom was" I probably was, It's no secret to anyone who has read my blog that I've had a thing for him for a while but I am just naturally caring person and have "motherly instencts" like a bear. I just wish I could hold him and be his friend and show him someone cares but I can only do so much with out crossing that line. I wouldnt mind if he stayed here forever. I don't know what else to do but I hope with him around I dont' start showing my true feelings that could cause a riot lol. Oh and I'm still trying to be HER friend too. Just trying to be supportive. Damn you soft side.